Your Minecraft name:
InnocentMango
Are you using the same forum & Minecraft account that you used when you were a staff member in the past? (Yes or No). If no, state all former account names and be prepared to verify that you're not an imposter.
Yes
What rank were you (Admin, Senior Admin) and the approx dates you were a staff member: (e.g. super admin from Jun 2010 - Jan 2013)
Admin up until Sunday, July 4th 2021
Why were you removed from your staff position? (Answer one below and exclude the rest)
Quotef. I rage-quit or left in a dramatic manner (Yes or no). If yes, explain the circumstances and how you plan to ensure it doesn't happen again.
Yes
On July 4th, I made a silly mistake. I thought I was smart and ran /plc reload Essentials when Video said Essentials was spamming errors into console. In the past, we've used plc to reload plugins and it's worked. However, during my time as admin, we never ran it on Essentials. After I ran the command, Essentials stopped functioning and the player experience was severely damaged; pretty much everything from nicknames to spawning mobs was broken. The server restarted, and everything was good.
The mistake wasn't what made me rage quit. It's the events that happened after. After the mistake happened, certain people of high rank proceeded to make fun of me. They mocked me, posted my mistake everywhere, almost as if they were attempting to expose me. This wasn't the first time I had received this behaviour. This was a repeated behaviour of theirs towards me - and I wasn't the only one who noticed it. I was messaging Senior Admin Luke as the harassment was happening because it was leading my mind to go all over the place. I spoke with him and proceeded to leave the discord server as I was feeling overwhelmed.
Since the mistake, I have had help from people to deal with the events that happened after and I have spoke with those that made fun of me in the Discord. They have apologised. I have also apologised to Senior Admin Video for my actions as I caused him to stress at the time. As for any scenarios where I may feel overwhelmed in the future, I will use calming methods and stay away from in-game for a short while until I am ready to go back on and administrate.
If you were removed just for long term inactivity or you resigned (yes to 4a or 4c above and no to 4b, d, e, and f), please skip to Q 6 otherwise you must answer this question: What current activities have you performed to merit reinstatement?
Quotea. Filed griefer reports on the forum
Not on the forum, but I have reported grief to admins.
If you are reinstated, how often will you be able to do staff duties?
Weekly, but I will try daily.
Have you reviewed the server rules and banning protocols to ensure you're up to speed on any changes that might have occurred since your return from inactivity?
Yes.
Do you have a family member that's been on the perm ban list within the past 60 days? If yes, your request will be denied.
No.